The Pile On.
Many hints were dropped about why I was being targeted. The implication was child sex crimes.
Before I go into the details I will issue an official disclaimer.
Child sex crimes are among the worst crimes that can be committed. Even if I was unfortunate enough to have such desires — which I don’t — to act upon such desires risks lifelong damage to the victim. For a few minutes of pleasure? There is no possible way to justify it. And as a Christ I understand that doing such irrevocable harm to another is literally doing that harm to myself. There is no added value in this proposition.
The whole point is moot as I do not possess such desires, the very thought of such a thing turns my stomach and the idea of the manipulation and coercion required is morally repugnant to me.
I never have and I never would. I never could.
But that is not what others believed about me if their hints were to be interpreted correctly.
The first hint I received was 3.5 years after my targeting commenced. I had purchased a mixing board and recorded a song I wrote about drinking to excess and doing it all again the next weekend. I sent the link to the song to the salesperson who sold me the mixer. His reply heavily referenced the Wiggles.
I took the hint right away, but sent him an email querying his Wiggles reference as the song was clearly adult content. His reply again heavily referenced the Wiggles.
It was the first clear evidence of the smear being used against me.
In early 2013 at the start of a concert my band was performing, someone in the audience called out for the Wiggles.
Around 2007 I received a phone call. The woman asked for a person I’d never heard of before, a woman’s name. I did not take note of it. When I told her there was no one here by that name she got angry with me and asked for that name again. I took it that she expected I should know that name. I did not.
On two occasions a specific amount, around $5500, was shown to me. The people who showed me acted as if they expected I would understand some meaning in the amount. Other than recognising their intent and the duplication of the effort, the amount has no meaning to me.
On many occasions young women and teens were deliberately placed in my path as part of my targeting. As I was hyper sensitive to being falsely accused I took every step I could to ensure there could be no mistaking my intentions, that no pictures worth a thousand words could be taken.
A few years ago I received a box of food from the Hello Fresh food service. I still have the box. I never ordered it. The address was correct — I live on acreage — but the person to whom it was addressed has never lived here. A Kathryn McDonald. I have no idea who that is and as far as I know there is no such person in the neighbourhood. I find it difficult to believe it was a mistake. An online order deliberately sent to my place. A message I’m supposed to understand. Another message that makes no sense to me.
There were other smaller hints I won’t bother detailing. The psychological effect was extreme. Being made to believe I was being condemned for crimes I never did, crimes of the worst kind, with no recourse, no means of defence, no way to clear my name, no facing any accuser, no means of justice. I fully recognised that if I said anything to defend myself it would be taken as confirmation of guilt. Robbed of my rightful good name. Forced to live with implicit condemnation.
I have no doubt that true predators are among those targeted by this program. It gives the program legitimacy. Makes the perpetrators feel like they are meeting out justice, filling in the holes in the legal system that allow some predators to get away with their crimes. Such predators would remain silent about their targeting, knowing exactly why it was happening and discerning that there is no recourse for them.
Another smokescreen to hide the true intention of the program from the gang stalkers themselves.
This program circumvents the rule of law. It nullifies the rights and freedoms of an individual. It effectively guts the heart and soul out of a free and open society. This is a crime orders of magnitude greater than all the crimes of any predators caught up in it all put together.
How can anyone in their right mind possibly believe that the architects of this program give a flying monkey f*ck about the victims of sexual abuse? How can anyone believe “bad guys" are the only targets? This program was architected by bad guys with the intention of being able to neutralize and contain any threat for any reason. Psychopaths with no respect for the Rule of Law, no respect for the Golden Rule. Everyone but they are expendable in their quest to rule over humanity.
I always knew any such accusations were not the true reason I was targeted. That didn’t stop them from causing significant psychological damage. As intended. This was just one aspect of the psychological warfare waged upon me for two decades.